Heart of gold , Wings of Love.

Monday, July 12, 2010

Hmm... my life just got better i think...
when i thought it had just started, it suddenly ended.
its just like a never started fairytale..
it maybe my imagination from the beginning...
As i have thought about it before
but i think i had just forgotten it ..
As the days went by i felt really hard to hold it in anymore
I just wanted to drink till i forget everything..
But i still had lots of work to catch up on..
Thinking about you just make me feel even harder to accept the fact ...
Just what can i do to relieve myself of this pain..
If i had a chance .. can i .. forget about you ?
I just feel that i had to walk ... maybe a few years or so..
But this is just too hard to walk this road alone.
If i wanted to ... can you give me two path so i can choose between one ?
School life really stinks now ..
With no motivation to continue to go... and lesser time for my hobby...
I sometimes thought of giving up schooling ...
I just wanna sleep in my comfy bed never to have to wake up from this nightmare..
Can you tell me what to do?
Anyway i gtg ..
shall post about the pain in my life again ..

Yuji was lost in shadow 1:33 PM

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